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I need you - as always as usual - to turn my heart around

and spin the inside of my veins 

and drain them of my infection

I'm sick

I take a drug that's easy

and it slowly and lovely wrecks me

I don't need it! But oh my God I want it!

Oh my God I don't want to want it because 

I need you

Desire knows the combination

You're the code and I desire to desire

you - only

A work, so magnificent, need be geared in me

Only an existence of ultimate magnitude - infinite - could be considered

Good thing I have this tool in the cavity of my chest

slowly - at a tick of other dimensions - re-arranging a dirty room

Don't you ever stop - no matter how messy it gets - no matter how rusty things grind
You will always find me

broken

under your toes

rotten
the only rotten thing ever raised back to life and full

Anoint me with love like smooth oil

but bash the canister over my skull

and crack it open to crack it open

I know it stings

I'd rather die otherwise

I gave my life away a long time ago so that it should sow and be sowed by only Worthy
Pain is irrelevant
Bring me Death and I shall crack with joy

Sorry - I'm not from around here

Just passing through and using the air for speaking truth

and dripping passion in a trail behind me

My home I left twenty years back and I've been walking ever since

but I'm heading back now

Soon as the return of a prince I'm close with

He once took a floppy corpse

six feet under - below all sea level

and touched it

And it rose up and bloomed a new breath

and took a stand and step on top of the waves

The beaten had never died

for the Groom stomped the face of the one who touched His bride

In this world I am overcome with misery 

and drowned under adversity of a backwards current

But I will hold true to The Love 

because it has overcome the world